Life is continually sucking me into this space-time continuum of total hyperarousal, and is spinning me down into a deep black hole, to where there is no me, there is no you, there is no anything. I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I can’t move because I’m so frozen in fear. Yet, I need to run. I need to run from the fear, from life, from everything. I need to run so fast and so hard for miles and miles, yet my feet won’t move…

Please reach out your hand and pull me up out of this… please. Bring me back to the land of the living. Bring me back to your love. Bring me back to sanity. However rational or not it is, I feel like I’m dying…

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